Life.

     Sometimes I look back and think, was my life what I wanted it to be.  Was it all that I dreamed of?  Well, not really.  But, I like this version a lot better.  As a child I envisioned that I would be married to a man whom I never fought with never had hard times with.  That we lived in that perfect little house right next to my childhood friends and all of our kids were the best of friends.  We had weekend cookouts and get together's and never had one worry in the whole world.  Bleh.  Who would really want that??  It's so normal, plain.
    My life now is with my high school sweetheart.  We have had our fuss and fights, but they always make us stronger.  There were times I wanted to scream and just quit... but that made me realize how strong my love really is for him.  You can only get that mad at someone who you really love. c:  As far as that little house next to my childhood best friend?  Well, my friends moved away, far away, long before we got our own place... and out house now, is that best home I could ask for.  There is little consistency in our house.  But, the only consistency I need is that fact of when my husband can come home, he does and his love for me and our kids never changes.  But, that is all I need.  I don't need to have him home every night.  Yes, I want him hoe but I know that can't happen.  Also, the friends that I have made in our new home, in this new state, are wonderful.  They are there for me whenever I need them to be. They are part of my family.

No, my life isn't what I thought it would be when I was 5, but it's perfect for what I want/need it to be since I was 17.  I couldn't ask for a better husband or kids.  My life is perfect in our own way.  I love that about my family.  Always will and always have. No matter what that will never change. 

Well that's all for now... guess I oght' to be going.  Yall take care and have a blessed day.