17 April 2011

First Vent Since He Deployed.

     I am trying to stay positive through this deployment, seeing as I was pretty bad when he was in Afghanistan.  Anyways, our area was hit pretty badly last night by several tornadoes.  Thankfully our home was safe.  Anyways, we lived off a certain road, a lot of my friends know this.... and when the news noted that our road had a tornado touched down, hardly any of them cared to call to see if we were okay.  Even through out the next day. Still no calls.  So once we got our phones working again, and AT&T stopped messing with my calls, I called around on friends to see how they were doing.  They informed me that they heard about how bad things got by where we live, but they figured that if it got too bad I would have called them.  When was I suppose to call?? Maybe while me and my kids are flying through the air??  BUT!!! Friends that I have never met in person were blowing up my fb to make sure that I was okay.   I don't get it.  How is it that most of my friends that claim to be there for me whenever I need it, aren't there, but friends thaT I have never met, freak out and worry about me.  NOW, this doesn't go for my wonderful friend Rach.  I was so freaked over our house, and didn't know whether or not we would have one, she drove me all the way to my house.  She held my hand the whole time, while driving in conditions that I know she wasn't comfortable with.  That my friends, is a die hard true friend right there.  I am so blessed to have a person like her in my life.  Love you Rach!!!